5:57 a.m. - 2007-06-17
Psi...
I have the sense that something's ending, like a wheel that is finally finishing it's inexorable spin. But, then what? Doom? Bliss? Maybe, nothing.
I'm scared and shocked and anxious all at the same time. I've been aging and not maturing. Growing older and no wiser. How did I let this happen? Why don't I scream and kick and fight at this apathy?????
I thought I was joking when I named this blog, now I think I was being prophetic. How terribly sad.
Obscurity helps no one.
