1:06 a.m. - 2005-04-06
Here we go...
And it begins. 264 pounds and a ton of internal hate. Shedding both and gaining some perspective. I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!! I have never completed anything of consequence in my life. Afraid even to attempt something that I really want. Not anymore. No more being jealous of what others have. Pay attention and be vigilant. THIS IS DOABLE!!!!!! No more pitying yourself and hiding behind food. It's not going to be easy. Nothing worth having ever is. I AM HOPEFUL!!!!!!!!!!
