6:14 a.m. - 2010-10-03
Something tells me...
it's time to make some changes. Again. But which? I know I need to make some pretty big decisions. And soon. By when? I've never been good at this and I'm getting sick of it. I wish I knew how (or who) to ask for help in fixing this. No, really what I wish is that I was strong (or smart) enough to know what to do on my own, but I know I'm not. I'll stop with the Is now (that's plural I, not the word "is").
All I know is I'm outta sleeping pills and I'm tired of being awake.
