12:54 a.m. - 2005-11-30
Feeling mildly unwell
Sick of leeching off the pain of others. Sick of measuring myself against others accomplishments when I know I won't stack up. Sick of binging and starving. Sick of seeking a connection with a hand on my heart. Sick of not letting anyone, least of all me, know WHO I AM! Sick of non-confidence. Sick of floating and accepting this as any way to live. Sickest of all about accumulating things instead of people and letting these possessions fulfill a very real need for human contact.
SICK!!!!!!!!!!!
