1:29 a.m. - 2005-08-11
Finally! Why do I feel worse?
What I said needed to be said for a long time now. Yet I can't help thinking that I just fucked up my last chance at happiness. Or maybe the chance never existed in the first place...
I wish that being nice and honest and caring was enough, but it seems not. Go ahead and desire the asshole never once seeing the guy who is right in front of you.
